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[12 May 2007|08:40am] |
I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN GO TO PROM TONIGHT.
-i don't have enough money for my hair and make up appointment
-i have nothing to do with my hair, anyway
-my eyes are all puffy from crying
-i started my period last night
-i have fucking cramps
-i hate my dress.
fuck prom. seriously.
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[05 May 2007|10:22am] |
yesterday, jess, kylie and i went shoe shopping at the alderwood mall. i had the most fun i've probably had in...i don't know 11 months?
then we went to a party in stanwood and got incredibley shitfaced. :]
i think i'm still drunk....
( pictures! )
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[29 Apr 2007|08:19pm] |
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I hope we make it to prom...
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[25 Apr 2007|08:50am] |
surprisingly enough, i'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow.
being suspended wasn't as fun as i thought it was going to be. especially when i can't sleep past 7, anyway. day time tv really sucks.
still feeling shitty. i haven't eaten in two days, and i threw up twice last night.
my teeth hurt, and this cold really needs to go away.
i'm going tanning here in a little bit, so maybe that will help me center myself a little bit. :]
kylie really shouldn't have gone to california. she is my rock, and i already miss her!
OH YEAH...
my new baby!
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[24 Apr 2007|09:22am] |
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i woke up at 3:30 this morning from a horrible dream, and i have been up ever since. i tried to go back to sleep until about five when my dad got up for work, but then i knew it was no use; he's really loud in the morning.
i feel really, really, really, alone lately.. and let me tell you it's not a fun feeling.
i'm sure no one really cares as to why i feel this way, so i will not elaborate.
i have a dentist appointment today, and then i'm going to my grandmother's house to spend some time with her. after that i'm going to the cingular store and picking up a new cell phone, since my dumb ass broke mine...
exciting day. i miss the sunshine.
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[20 Apr 2007|10:41am] |
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so john took me to florida for spring break. it was a lot of fun :]. i just got my memory card back from john's dad, so i can finally put the pictures up.
( uh, here they are )
yeah, so i'm going to go to wal mart, then go tanning.
i'm suspended for five days, so if anyone is home from school...call me!
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[15 May 2005|10:04pm] |
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my journal
is friends only.
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